Art by Rasmuss Svensson
The year was 2020, and things were unprecedentedly weird. I spent the majority of my time watching Nicholas Cage films with my flatmates, or walking in circles around the park with a friend who lived nearby. I watched a lot of DJs broadcasting from their bedrooms, which all seemed to be home to a large number of plants. Spotify’s algorithm recommended a track from Heaven or Las Vegas every other song, and YouTube served me the same “Intelligent Drum & Bass (1996)” mix after every video I watched. The frequency with which I listened to “Rain on Me” by Lady Gaga and Ariana Grande (my Spotify Wrapped Top Song of 2020, I’ll have you know!) seemed to do nothing to change this.
Thankfully, there was some relief from the monotony. Every morning, I would tune into Charlie Bones’ morning show on the internet radio station NTS. Listeners would call in from all over the world, but it felt like they were right here in my living room, singing songs for Charlie’s “jukebox,” a segment where fans could request a song on the condition that they sing a few verses of it first. Recurring callers, including “Eggman,” “Maudlin Girl,” and someone simply called “Tim,” became voices I looked forward to hearing each week. I started group chats with friends so we could talk synchronously during the live broadcasts. Sometimes, I would jump in the NTS chat room with an anon username, joining hundreds of other listeners posting GIFs that danced on-screen in time with the music.
Charlie treated us to a wide range of musical delights, ranging from lesser-known Annie Lennox tracks to a UK Garage edit of “You Can Call Me Al.” But there was one song he won’t stop playing. It stuck out partly because of how simple it was, consisting of little more than a pitched-up R&B vocal sample looping over a bed of frantic jungle drums: How many ways I love you. How many ways I love you. Quickly, before anybody knew where it came from, it became a fan favorite. Within a few weeks, other NTS DJs began playing the song on their broadcasts, and the chat room would light up every time: “This is the Charlie tune!!!!”
At first, Charlie was tight-lipped about the details of the release. But, eventually, he relented, letting listeners in on the identity of the track’s producer. As it turned out, the person behind the mysterious song was already an NTS darling in his own right: His name was Luke Blair—also known by the aliases Lukid and Refreshers—and he’d made the track by reworking an earlier release by Chicago drum n’ bass stalwart DJ 3D, which was in itself a rework of a 1993 Toni Braxton song by the same name. Close listeners and chat room fanatics realized that Blair himself had played the track on Charlie’s morning show, just days before the world turned upside down in February. (You can listen to that moment here, around the 2 hour, 5 minute mark). After weeks of speculation and countless spins of his self-described “dubplate,” Charlie announced on-air that the song, titled “How Many Ways (Refreshers Rework),” was available on Bandcamp as a pay-what-you-can download, with proceeds going to an education charity created in honor of Stephen Lawrence, a Black British teenager who’d been killed while waiting for the bus in London.