Walking through the house in the night
Nothing but darkness and different colored Christmas lights
I walk outside and feel the cold in my bones
Same thing outside, darkness and clusters of Christmas lights
Take an ornament I stole from the tree
out from my pocket
I take a bite and gulp it hard
It was so hard to swallow
Just like the year that’s coming to an end
It left me so hollow
Glass in my throat hurts
But that’ll go away tomorrow
I put my pain in a box
and wrapped it with a bow
Walked back inside
And left it out in the snow
If I cry on Christmas night
it’s not your fault
It’s not your fault
If I die on Christmas night
it’s not my fault
It’s not my fault
Released December 20, 2022
Written, recorded, and produced by Liam Mischke.