Can you recall your first brushes with subculture?
There was an amazing library in my neighborhood, like a twenty-minute bike ride. It was full of these indoor plants and crazy water features. I would go there and just Google words like “punk” or “anarchy” or “suicide” and read the Wikipedia articles and rent terrible books. That's how I first heard the Alan Vega stuff, also how I heard slowcore stuff pretty young, because I thought the term bedhead was cool and looked it up on iTunes. All of this was kind of isolating. Doing drugs helped find people to break that isolation, though.
At one point, you worked at the Washington Talking Book and Braille Library. Did that experience influence your songwriting in any way?
Yeah, my job was to fulfill mail orders in a big warehouse. It gave me access to a really extensive audiobook library, and I listened to a lot of books about design and architecture, art movements and approaches to music. But audiobooks kind of evaporate in my brain really quickly, so I'm bad at recalling what I've learned from them. I think it helped give me a lot of time to reflect on what approach I wanted to take. I would record long voice memo improvs and try to write to them at work. It kinda burnt me out on listening to music because it was that or audiobooks, so whenever I would find something that I really liked I would get obsessed and loop it in my headphones at work. Might be why I write short songs, because I play stuff on repeat a lot.
Who was the first person to personally validate you as a songwriter?
This is a hard question, I think if I reflected enough to answer I would cry and I don’t have time for that these days…
Do you feel like you’re a part of a larger community in New York right now?
Yeah, I feel like some people have really taken us in and helped us out so much I can’t believe it. But people have a really weird way of defining community, in the press or online or whatever. I’m not interested in being involved in any discourse around scenes, or characters. I think I have a natural antipathy to being described, though, so I’m trying to zen out a bit about this stuff. I haven’t thrown many shows or organized stuff in New York so far, just tried to play as many fun shows as we are asked. I should be putting more people on… But I love to talk to people at a bar and I think the people I’ve met here are making insane, good stuff. It would be crazy to think you’re an island. Only thing is I’m bad at remembering names but I’m also bad at faces. I’m bad at remembering what I thought or said, too. I’m like the Memento guy riding the J train.