Hello lover, tragic maybe, quizás perdida alma romántica, alm a h-e-r-i-d-a If you are reading this, it’s because you’ve chosen to venture with me into the Limbo del Amor. And though it’s called that, I must confess—no one here knows what it means. To love. It changes so much. It lasts so little. It takes so much. It gives so much. And it will always open the wounds we didn't even know we had. Yet, I guess somehow we loved, deeply, in our way. And now we wander together, having died from it, addicted, unable to live nor die… Reflecting the link between love and mortality, echoing in a loop from which we cannot escape. We, hungry souls, drift, colliding. Collision is sometimes the sweetest form of emptiness—a search, a reflection, and the faint unwillingness to give or receive what is mourned. Souls yearning to reunite with what we once felt as divine, destroyed in flesh by unfulfilled longing and loss. Nothing exists in this limbo except what is no longer here—what was, what could have been, and what will never be again. ¿Entiendes? In Limbo Love, almas come to float when they could neither let go nor transform in life because the pain was too unbearable. Indeed, love’s transcendental absence can be fatal. It consumes you. So, why is it all we live for? All we long for… Love. ¿Cómo amar? Who was our first love? Oh, we remember. Perhaps love is that reactive moment when the collision reveals what we dare not see in ourselves, what we couldn’t give to ourselves. Perhaps what unites us souls here wandering is not the departure of our loved ones, but the drowning of ourselves in the wake of loss. Maybe it’s not the absence that killed us, but our inability to reconcile with the parts of us they resuscitated, reflected—the parts we dared not face. Words by Merma Suelo This episode includes original scores produced by Merma Suelo and samples from Merma Suelo song edits & originals by: Te odio - Toño Escobar y sus Locos Chocolate - Kylie Minogue Cumbia Azul - Amantes del Futuro For Voice and Feedback - White Boy Scream Teléfono a larga distancia - Marimba Nandayapa Mix: Merma Suelo Artwork: Elena Orta <3